Certain things... just cannot be understood.
In such times, you will know who are the ones who will stay with you.
Not everything can be explained and supported with facts, but I'm already trying. There bound to be unhappiness which we just need to manage and minimize it? But why don't I see helping hand to streamline things...
Ignorance is not equivalent to bliss at times, someone needs to face the music. It is disheartening to hear and see things that are not positive. It is totally not motivating when all you hear are talks...
But, what can I do? It's not under my control... live with it?
Everything seems easy to be said, why does it seem like the balls are dropping from time to time... I'm not a goal post, nor keeper.
when I'm upset, I cannot tell... as I'll be seen as emotional.
when I'm disheartened, I cannot show... as it will affect everyone.
when I'm 'professional'... I hurt!
I always try to put it aside, but why is it that you just cannot understand. I just need some silence, at certain days when I'm having shit... Darn!
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 3:17 AM