Happy Birthday Lilin!
Aplogies that I wasn't outside during the gathering. Knew you had fun :)
I regretted not celebrating my 21st and immeresed myself with work, claiming to be responsible. Heck...
Today was a total hectic! Today was Tric last day at work and I had an ultra 'fast' handover from her at 5.30pm. Which is why i missed out lilin's birthday gathering out in the office :(
Briefing from PA no longer sound farmiliar as it had been years since I hands-on. Still as complicated and confused with my path, as life has never stopped for me to think.
It's high time for me to do so I guessed, especially when the feelings in return meant in some sense that I "deserves" it.
Seemed like I've dugged my own grave.
Your call did not help towards the end of the day. It made me felt shitty and perhaps, it's a wake up call. As it is, it was all uncalled for in your eyes.
That was definately the last thing that I want in times of high turnover and intensity. 
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 12:27 AM