Attn dearies,
This long entry is just for me to yak and rumble about (skip this).
Most of us would have heard about the office movement since last year and got kinda used to.. We are targeting to move soon, plannings are in progress etc.
I never expected an early move as nothing was really being planned for and I wasn't dealing nor in-charge of any renovations or planning prior to this. It was a gift from heaven, yet another challenge to take on as it 'conveniently' fell on my shoulders when T left for an unexpected abroad studies.
I wasn't given a chance to think through at that point of time and began to attend meetings regarding moving of office, taking on PA and Secretary job while trying to manage recruitment and misc HR stuff.
Come to think of it, how did I do that? Guessed, it was through dropping a few balls and placing 80% concentration and effort instead of 100% for each task. This is not good, as sub-standard work is not good either!
Didn't have 'time' to think of anything back then, as the first thought was to get the job done and hit the deadlines. More balls are rolling off my hands as I took on more...
To be truthful, the only quality time for me to really think through was when I'm blogging! Neither am I trying to complain or grumble but, my heart don't feel good when I think about it or face situation that reminds me of it!
Why does it fall 'conveniently' under my responsibilities?
I really disliked having different treatment. If it's previous or even new hire, there bound to be lesser work, auto 'delegation', and even incentives to take on this project? Why am I being assumed for this thankless job and get nothing but, nonsense and blames when things do not happen right. I am upset just by thinking about this.
Things like this makes me felt totally taken for granted as it's deemed as my job to complete it.
ARGH! No anger but lots of grievances! Any HR for me to turn to?
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 1:34 AM