Tuesday, November 30, 2010
一切,已成为定局。
Voices from Within;
Nov 07 - Nov 10, and it's time for a closure.
Thought through hard and long for this tag, and am still loving it.
There are always a lot of thoughts, that cannot be said,
and a lot of internal voices, that keeps ringing in my mind.
When such thoughts happen, this is the best place to come.
This is a place for all my ups and downs,
a place that never fails to clear my thoughts,
a place that will never reject my grumbles,
a place to jot down important occasions,
and a place to walk me through my memory lane.
It has been a good and long journey for keepsake,
Am leaving this blog-sphere for good.
- Friends who linked me, got to delete me off alright :)
- On a side note -
11years of relationships with different learning lessons;
taught me how to love yet not love, give yet not give,
seen me through happiness, bitterness and sadness,
shaped me to be independent and nonchalant.
Enough of lessons.
I's time for graduation, and time for change.
No more defensive acts for it's tiring.
What is to come will come; no point being preventive.
What will hurt, will be painful; prudence don't help any
I'm leaving all now, to give an end.
What is an end is a new start for all.
Adiós mis amigos
Keep all of your smiles in check friends, don't lose them (^.^)
*smiled*
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 10:32 AM
Monday, November 1, 2010
not ready.
heartaches
thought that I am ok, but it'll still hurt randomly.
am i doing things right?
don't understand why.
perhaps, I shouldn't move so fast.
Although there are many regrets in us, I've never regretted knowing and having you in the journey of my life... Thank you for everything, something that I wanted to tell you besides sorry - "Thank you" for all the time and understanding, till now, it is still tough.
This time, it's really gonna be a closure, take care and I wish you all the best! Your texts reminds me that, it's almost impossible to stay as friends. I respect your decision and understand why so... Deep in my heart, i wish you well and I'm apologetic for every single thing and word that I have said. Sorry that I've hurt you.
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 11:52 AM