A day of misfortune... following by a series of unlucky events, the worst thing happened before the end of the day. My mobile dropped into the smelly toilet bowl... there it goes. This is bad since Monday. This hasn't been a good week with all sorts of happening that are negative. Looking forward, it's finally end of the week. Leaving everything aside, next week would be a new week to start with! There are always a turn to everything and when you find yourself at a pit, do not despair as someone will be there to lift a hand when time is just right...
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 2:47 AM
Usual day and normal things happened on this date... Woke up, worked, ate, studied and slept!
2002, 20th March - is the day I chose to give up and embark on a new beginning. The past remains with the future unclear. No one should judge if it's for the better or worst for result do not matter but the journey does. Though it's has always been just like any day for the past few years, we have been together and it's the first time we're apart on this date :) Happy 6th Anniversary!
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 11:36 PM
It was a great trip to Sentosa, out of Singapore at least~ Things wasn't much the same as the last visit as I must say, Singapore is really ever changing. There are a few more buildings up and down within the small island and it was a great pleasure to bring S around before she returns to Korea. We bought the tickets for the Songs of the Sea at 7.40pm... Initial plan was to go for the fish foot reflex, but we can't as it was fully booked! Shuckz! By the mentioned of it, I had booked for today at 3pm instead, but forgot to cancel... gosh~
Songs of the Sea was good, as it has the combination of what I liked. The sea, water, music, fireworks, as well as lights and stars. The only thumbs down for this evening was that, our cameras were all not fully charged! Saved by my HP, I managed to catch a video clip of it for my dear friends who hasn't been to the show yet. We went to Cafe del mar after the show, to chill and have dinner. It was costly but somehow worth it as the food was good, with the right settings and people.
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 2:47 PM
Disappointment, was what I could say for what has happened. I strongly believed that you could have did what you done, in a better manner. A problem could be solved easily if the facts are correct, right from the start. I have no doubt, but with full trust that you are in the right state of mind to explain things to us. However, it turned out to be otherwise...
At the end of it, you wasted everyone's time and worries, and when things are being resolved, you disappeared!
I hate the feeling of being taken for granted!
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 1:32 AM
It's gonna be a long story to start with, but to cut short... Is it really true that one can't live without a particular someone in their life? It never seemed to make sense to me, as I have always uphold the trust that no one will not be able to live on, without that someone beside you. Perhaps! It's just that I've still not experienced it. "Never say never ya?" One day... I might regret what I have said today.
Wrong things will always happen at the wrong time, wrong venue and with the wrong audience. Being me, i hold my stance, and own reasoning to guide and support you. "Love is not everything..." We tried to pull you up, stand by you, lend a shoulder for you to lean on, provide you with a listening ear, be around as a confident to bring you back to the right path/reality. As much unwillingness, I did what is needed to help...
I hope that you are right after all, and my reasoning would fail me in your case. That what you believed is still what you should fight for. I certainly wished you all the best, right from the bottom of my heart. All I want is for you, my friend to be safe, strong and to embrace the challenges with pride and confidence. As much as i've got no wish for you to turn back, I would still offer you my promise and words, that we will always be here for you, as long as you need us.
"Follow your heart and go for what you want... with no regrets, and at least! If you've lost the chess, we know that you've tried and will be proud of you."
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 6:48 AM
Happy Birthday Daddy & Mummy. You guys have been the greatest~
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 1:02 AM