Worked till 10.30 today... can u imagine? I only managed to complete one spreadsheet, sent few emails, do tomorrow's checklist and ya.. time to go home before I sleep on my desk. Could have done more but... better to be left unsaid. Lala... sian!
Went to Thomspon for dinner or rather, supper and finally reached home. Gave up my home-cooked food cos it's too damn late. Don't even feel like bathing with a strong urge to continue my work. But, I shall resist. Got 10am meeting tomorrow and haven't prepare anything cos of the better to be left unsaid. Damn. Wrong timing... Need to go office earlier to prepare.
I don't feel like seeing you... you turn me so off yet I have to smile. Get the hell out from my life and leave me alone will you?
I am not hardworking, I am under pressure with tons of things to do. I can't do delegation? I've got time management problem? I am getting such a good pay that I am giving up my life for it? NO! It's not even enough to buy a good bag after paying 6 bills and daily transport and meal expenses! I'm thinking thrice before I buy a dress or shoes! Alright, it's cash management here cos it's never sufficient. lalalaaaa...
Anyone to guide me how to get rich in 1 month and sustain it forever?
Life, boring as usual. Did not go class, tutorials, party, drink, gathering, chill nor basic dinners. Damn... not even shopping at bugis!
Forgive my damning but my life... ! I am already working very hard on myself and as smart as I can. I only freaking got 1 brain, 1 pair of eyes, 1 pair of hands and fucking 1 mouth! I got my family, studies, work, friends and damned social life to make life complete. I can't think of everything and help to solve? HR got its way I know, it's my job I know but HR is a human, I'm premature and childish I think!
Just as it is, enough of shit i think. Saying is always very easy without even thinking...
I am nothing but a what? When you are down I'm there, when you are up I'm fucking just a boring person. I am not getting peanuts to shake leg, I'm going nuts and CAN you please do not take me for granted ! ................ basically, I just so need to scream!
Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 11:54 PM