Pondering and wondering...
I have been finding ways to improve anything and everything that I can. However, it is really tough to manage.
I've looked at almost everything that I am aware of and that I can at least, try to put it at a better situation. However, time is needed for solutions and changes to be implemented. My knowledge and ability is really limited and getting on my nerves.
Getting disheartened, or rather, am already very disheartened where everything seems to be not under my control.
I am hearing and seeing all sorts of things and happenings that are not within what I can do. What should I do? I am trying my best already...
So lost... tomorrow's another day of firefighting~
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 7:24 PM