I was about to end my day with grievances to bed but while reading news, I chanced upon an article that strike my blogging urge. It was too similar... and here you go for the next chapter of my journey.
Was kinda amused by how one can be so self-centered... maybe it's not that but more of to each of its own? I never understand why a line must always be drawn when the ultimate objective is the same.
All I need is an answer to close the case, is it that difficult?
I never thought of asking you to do it
I just wanted a guide on how to handle
Just needed your reassurance
I could have replied without going through you
but I thought I should.
I approached you for advice
Yet you rebutted me so defensively
Even end up with sarcastic remarks over an email that is not even meant to be sent to you over the same matters. It was already in such simplified form and was asked to simplify on what is the email trying to hint and that you are too lazy to guess, what's going on? I swear, I don't play politics and it's a mere formal email that was never meant to be a riddle. Why worry when you have confidence over your duties? No one is lifting their finger...
Never expected this to come out from your mouth and yes, "God gave us a mouth to eat and talk." Such a wonderful example cited. You have once again made me doubt my capability in such a short span. Yes, I am wearing a hat too big and perhaps, I really failed my duties which you have to take up the jobs that I can't handle. It's time to move, I guess...
Have you changed? or it's me? It's me who can't understand why you have to draw a fine line over such matters... I know you are tired, but I am more tired if we are always going about in circles.
While I am still drown with my anger, I chanced upon this article. I did the mentioned but why aren't the treatment that I received the same? I stood back and I rethink, what makes you said that? I can't think of one... I didn't ask for anything, I understood your situation and all I want to know is the process and updates of it so that I can explain... why so? Sigh~
Don't worry, I'm not gonna leave this matter close as it is. I will never do that... when the time is ripe, I'll definitely talk about it. For I don't believe this is the truth, don't vent your anger on me man...
Spoke to J for quite awhile today... Hope it helps to solve some of your concerns though I'm not to best person to justify.
I am angry... but I can't do anything.
I am irritated, but I still can't do anything.
At work and relationship, I can never find a place to settle down. Been floating and floating. Whenever I opened up the issues and wanting to solve it, I've got to wet my pillow to bed. Nothing can be done apart from sleeping, grumbling, attitude-ing, waking, eating, ignorance is the best gift and I will, choose to be ignorance. Being an idiot is still, better than better stubborn.
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 11:11 PM