Apart from making a few trips back to office, I have been spending my time studying, eating, sleeping and studying studying lately.
Was pretty moody today, for no reason or there must be something to account for my moody-ness. Got a sudden feel for a break...
忙忙忙。。。 为了生活，为了将来。
忙了个圈，突然停了下脚步，问了问自己，还好吗？是我要的吗？
真的好烦!
似乎突然没了方向感，好不习惯。
I'm still not used to all the changes... None :(
Albeit tired of staying too conscious and clear minded which in return, caused me to lose out on a lot of intangible things which I placed importance at. Is this the so called, the opportunity cost? Then I rather not start so early... I want thinking and actions of a 20s, not 30s. damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Need a change of mentality.
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 2:45 AM