Got an envelope last week and another one today. Kind of used to it to some extent already, and bet G got the same feel.
Shall I：Remained positive to feel that it's, in a fact a good thing or to look back, and see that it's freaking tiring to be running in circles?
Thing is, where exactly is my ending point?
People come and people go. I totally understand this but, it's the amount of planning and hard work that have been placed... it's pretty sad that things got to end this way.
"typed a paragraph here but thought I should delete as it doesn't sound really right."
It's like planting a seed but to only lose it due to worms' attack.
You know that the worms are coming but yet, you haven't got a single clue to prevent it.
The only way to resolve is to?
Let the plan die, remove the weeds and plant a new seed.
Me neither sad nor affected, just wanna put down in words... of the things that might be happening, in every single parts of the world. 
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 12:55 AM