I've made a very costy mistake, of $600.00. I have learnt my lesson and will remember this in my heart. No matter how truthful, honest, upright you are OR how good your memory is, it is always falliable when it comes to topic with money. I trusted that person so much, so much so that I do not know that a table can be flipped just like that. Trust is no longer valid here, but black and white always work. I do not know why, but I am very upset. It's not the lost of money, but the lost of trust. It has happened once when I first joined the company, a bad case of losing trust which hurts me directly which did not bite me directly. But again, it happened once again! I am being hurt and biten; and i mean RIGHT ON THE SPOT!
I have never had such a bad birthday week, it was such a sucky week. There are always so much to say, but it never once came out from my mouth successfully. I refuse to grow... and I want to stay simple. I trust you, you trust me... As simple as that, is it that difficult?
2nd day: Hope you are doing fine. I'm doing good though the negative entry. I am strong yeah...
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 9:30 PM