Accompanied dad to TTS for a minor ear ops. Waited with him, and had the routine medical history check. It was not a good experience as you see patients around which makes you think of how fragile life is man. The journey was long back home and checked my emails. Hmmm... didn't really like the idea of throwing the ball around in the court. Can't someone just grab it? Luckily I got K, and M who's understanding. Followed through but didn't know if that was the right way to go, but since no one wants to take the plunge and pending for instructions. So long as things could be done, just do ba. No point to use time and let the finger work. It'll never work ya?...
Had bread for lunch while being amused and angry over nonsensical stuff. R called...called... Mum albeit angry: "Take leave? Might as well go work laaaaa" Anyway, she was grumbling on my behalf. Hehee... I can't say anything. It's my job ma. Hospital still didn't call till 3pm - was supposed to call at 2.30pm. Got a little worried and went back to TTS. Dad's still not out at ward, so went to walk around at Novena Square. Wasn't really in the mood, walked around, stopped at Times and browse through books and magazines. It was already 5pm and I've got no where to go! Aiya, take an early dinner laaa... as timely as it was~ hospital called after I'm done with dinner. Yeah!!!
But! Waited till 6pm when the nurse came-by to woke dad up. May aunty and Mum with darling Travis have reached by then but Dad still cannot be discharged :( not feeling good and have to be under observation till he's better. Waited, waited... finished my Delifrance Crossiant, 9pm show and finally we get to leave at 10.30pm. zzzz, so tiring and worrying.
Dad didn't eat anything from last dinner till 10.30pm. He was so so so weak with the bandage on his head. No food, no cab, no coffee shop and decided to go up to Novena Chicken Rice stall for porridge. Reached home at 11.30pm. zzzz... called a cab and costed $15 to come home, so ex!
Long day but worth it to ensure dad's safety. Watched 'Xi You Ji Part 2' and today's trip was at South Africa. Footstep in Singapore was indeed too fast. When was the last I or you stopped by and slow down the pace to observe the surroundings. The world is so big with so much to see. I wanna play a part in anyone's life to just make a small little contribution. With my limitations, all I want now is to contribute to my family, earn more money and provide them with a comfortable life. To step out of my comfort zone, I must first build up my base; and it has to be strong! I'm still worried about dad man, can't sleep so safeguard till now. But, gonna headed for bed already, too tired. Good night!
Now I realized, one really have to take care as you never know what will happen. Precaution is always better than cure... You are now on the way for ya tripI guess? Have fun but please take care!
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 3:29 AM