It's gonna be a long story to start with, but to cut short... Is it really true that one can't live without a particular someone in their life? It never seemed to make sense to me, as I have always uphold the trust that no one will not be able to live on, without that someone beside you. Perhaps! It's just that I've still not experienced it. "Never say never ya?" One day... I might regret what I have said today.
Wrong things will always happen at the wrong time, wrong venue and with the wrong audience. Being me, i hold my stance, and own reasoning to guide and support you. "Love is not everything..." We tried to pull you up, stand by you, lend a shoulder for you to lean on, provide you with a listening ear, be around as a confident to bring you back to the right path/reality. As much unwillingness, I did what is needed to help...
I hope that you are right after all, and my reasoning would fail me in your case. That what you believed is still what you should fight for. I certainly wished you all the best, right from the bottom of my heart. All I want is for you, my friend to be safe, strong and to embrace the challenges with pride and confidence. As much as i've got no wish for you to turn back, I would still offer you my promise and words, that we will always be here for you, as long as you need us.
"Follow your heart and go for what you want... with no regrets, and at least! If you've lost the chess, we know that you've tried and will be proud of you."
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 6:48 AM