Labor Day - Strikes throughout different nations. Cheap labour, increasing prices, unsatisfied workers... Maybe, I should start a strike? Submit an application, get approved with a room, do my banner and shout to myself with echo back.. Hahaa! Anyway, I spent my morning on bed... till 11am. Drank a cuppa HL milk and played Mahjong with Ah Ma, Gu Ma and Sis/Mum. Packed my notes and books in between when Mum took over my seat to play. Continued to Mahjong till 5pm when darling Travis cried as Mum is needed to baby-sit. Lost a fair bit at the initial stage but managed to break-even with last minute winnings...
Cooked porridge with corns, broccoli and carrots for dad who was too giddy and hasn't ate since a cuppa milk in the morning. Took my books and started studying... Phone rang and paused my momentum. Same confusion and conversation, but managed to got it down and had it done while my mind is still clear. Continued to study but gave up after another call as I really can't focus, my sums are just all wrong!!! Irritated, I went for a bath and I simply need to BLOG! Updated all that I wanted with refusal to sleep as I'm too upset and I'll just keep thinking - just kinda confused... what am I supposed to do or react? Sigh, I'd need to head back to office tomorrow morning and cancel my leave. Positively - yeah! I've saved one day leave.
Remember? I'm tired to struggle nor fight for anything. I told myself to live for myself but I can't... Christina - you need to change. Please give me time... I'm still learning, but letting go as the same time. Life's short - why bother so much?
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 2:58 AM