I have promised and set my mind to study hard and put in my utmost effort this semester. No more truant, no more excuses nor dozing off in class. It all seems so easy by the mention of it... However, it is just tough and almost impossible. It is already the second week of a new semester, and I have only attended one lesson out of six. I just missed my Accounts tutorial... I'm a gone case if I continue in this manner.
I am tired, restless, mentally drained, and data totally overloaded everyday. I can't bring myself to school and almost have to dragged myself to class every once. It's BAD! I know and I am trying very hard to rectify and catch up. I know I have to buck up this semester, if not... I'm not going to pass, and will fail in a very bad state. I do not want to waste my time but I just cannot do it! I need to be disciplined and have perfect time management... I have, need and WANT to!
With the right motivation, passion and direction, I will be able to do it!
I know you are concern and irritated whenever I skipped classes... I know I have to pull up my socks, but it's not working. Do not have to worry about my studies, I am in the mist of recovering and sorting out my thougtime-table. "When I said I will, I'll promise to deliver it!"
The heart's cold, it's just another beautiful mistake. 11:42 PM